In Chapter 1 I was lonely and depressed, so I found myself on a dating website. Once again looking for something that I never thought I would see. While I was growing up, I did not have any romantic relationship with anyone. I was a virgin until I was twenty-two years old. When I lost my virginity to a one-night stand that I also met on a dating website a couple of months beforehand. However, I found myself looking through my messages on the website, and I found one that called out to me. I looked at Ezekiel's profile to see his name was Ezekiel Austin. He was thirty-one years old and lived in Suffolk Virginia. His longest relationship lasted ten years, and he divorced his ex-wife. I re-read the message he sent me a couple of times. Then I got off the laptop to think about what I wanted.